I know how shit looks.
A bouncing ball of never-sitting-still.
Never satisfied.
Never rooted
Never settled.
Never decided.
Never one-thing-for-the-rest-of-my-life.
Behavior of a chaotic system.
Random, unpredictable from the outside.
Within the system,
a beautiful path forms from the freedom of movement.
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Strange attractors are seemingly random stops along space until you connect them and reveal the beautiful interconnected loops and patterns they create.
Morale of the story: The people who tell you they think you are being too random in your life choices, have no idea of the unique beauty you are creating along your path.
Read more about strange attractors:
https://www.allthescience.org/what-is-a-strange-attractor.htm